Betrayal

Are you willing to lose everything for someone who doesn't want you? Are you really willing to go back to someone who screamed at you for being around family? I don't think you remember those times he would listen to your calls, tell you to get off the phone, or just hit the end button so whoever was on the other end would know what happened. The person on the other end would wonder if he hit you or if he was trying to kill you for the hundredth time. But you would say anything. You would sit in silence, playing the 'perfect' house wife for him because you wanted someone to hold your hand during a movie or have help around the house. I told you, we ALL told you that if you go down this path again, we won't be here when you're battered and bruised, begging for help once more. I don't want it to be this way, but for you to tell me to my face that he would be with you wherever you go and that you would welcome him back with open arms... You can't even fathom the anger and sadness I felt. So go ahead and choose him once again over us, but this time, you might not come out alive, and you won't come out with a family by your side.