Not enough

See these cuts along my arm? I was just trying to make sure I bleed still. Feel the coldness around my heart? I was trying to make that burning fire stop hurting me! Smell the decay along my body? I was only playing with death magic... See the frail, pale body before you? I was just trying to be 'beautiful'! Why can't I be beautiful like everyone else? Can't I be my own type of pretty?! Who says I have to conform to society and the people close to me telling me I'm too fat or I'm too quiet? Fallen Angel take me from this place. Build me a place among the heavens where you and I can stay. Don't let these words from the people I care for reach my ears anymore! Just take me away and love me like you do.