Friday, October 25, 2013

Friends til the end?

Crashed on the floor when I moved in 
This little bungalow with some strange new friends
You all took me under your wing. Sweet as it was this wasn't what I expected. You didn't ask questions, you didn't judge, you simply put your arms around me and laugh.
Now we're spinning empty bottles its the five of us
With pretty eyed boys  girls die to trust
I still remember the first day we all hung out in the GSA room and we had so much fun. We didn't care what others thought, we simply were ourselves and talked. The pretty eyed boys were ours for the keeping, but after that first semester, they all disappeared.
Maybe I'm a little bit over my head
I come undone at the things he says
I didn't know how to keep things or say no to things. I didn't know what to give up or hold on to. Angel of Innocence, you didn't know when to let that Blue Eyed Demon go. Princess, we didn't know how to let go of the Prince. We held on and we paid our price.
And he's so funny in his bright red shirt
We were all in love and we all got hurt
That shirt... He only wore  one colored shirt and that was his senior shirt. That wasn't red, sure, but he wore it and i remember it. I remember what that demon bitch was wearing too.. That blue cover shirt to cover her tank top that made her boobs look larger than possible.
Maybe you were all faster than me
We gave each other up so easily
You all disbanded, leaving me to hold on to the shattered pieces of our fun. Honey, you all pushed me to what I am today. You gave me up just as easily as you throw away trash. None of you gave a second thought to it and you never will. You chose him over me every day and I found my Angel.
These silly little wounds will never mend
I feel so far from where I've been
Those wounds still sting when i think about it. I pushed my life into a tiny box and kept my mouth shut. Trust me, my life is nothing like it use to be. I have you all to thank, you demons and monsters. And if by chance any of you who I've mentioned are reading this, thank you because you made me a stronger person. And I stopped caring about people who didn't give a damn about me. And thank you DarkFrost, because without you I wouldn't know what love is.

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