SILENCE

I open my mouth, words dangling on my tongue. Words... but none come out. They lock themselves in my mind and scream at the one i look at, but nothing surfaces. Just an empty look of emotionless sorrow, as i lock myself away inside my head. It seems that little habit i picked up on those years ago with the Dark Prince has finally come back to haunt me. That thing i use to do... sit there with so many words to say but not wanting to piss anyone off... it's not gonna go away. I can't risk losing anyone so i WILL sit here in silence, i WILL lock myself away because i don't want to say what i think. I can't... Can't you understand i'm broken and shattered beyond repair? I can't be saved like i saved you. I'm one of those people who drowns in their own mind and can't find the way out. Please save me... Don't let me be silent because i'm either tearing myself down or screaming. Please Angel... break these chains that bind my lips, those chains that break my bones at night and leave me broken. Stop the memories, the things that haunt me that i see but aren't really there. You can't see the ghosts i do. Stop me from drowning... because this time i might not resurface. I love you. Please take me.... take me away and show me your love. Stop the princess, the prince, everyone in my mind! Don't let her touch me, or hug me, or attempt to hold me. Stand in their way, be my knight in shining armor. I don't want to watch you leave if i speak. Please.... Save me.