Friday, March 7, 2014

Where were you

Where were you when I needed you? Where were you when I needed a friend to talk to? Where were you when I cried because of my family problems? Where were you when I needed help? My angel was here, and where were you? We're you with your family, or working, or out with friends?! You both promised to be here and yet, whenever I needed you, you were busy. I was always there for you. I listened, I was at your beck and call, I was the one who had to be strong. Yes, we've all heard that those who are strong need someone to be strong for them too, and I had my angel. You two, my friends, the people I was there for, couldnt spare a moment to listen to me. Is that why you both thought it was ok to turn your backs on me? You will never see my reasoning because you think you were always there. You will always think I did something wrong. Why do you both still try to talk to me? Why do you insist on trying to get me to look at you? I will ignore you like you ignored me. Ignorance is surely bliss, and I feel no shame or guilt in it. So when I'm finally gone and you're in trouble, I hope you realize what I felt. So let me ask you for real this time: "Where were you?". 

Tuesday, March 4, 2014

The old days

They say people change. They say people grow apart and that friends become distant. We all became distant friends and some of us don't talk to each other anymore. I understand if you all don't like each other after everything that's happened but don't you remember the days before we lost ourselves? Do you remember that first year? The year we all became friends. The year I learned things are much different in the real world, but everything's not always bad. Lets do it again, lets go out and be crazy. Lets wish on stars and watch movies and just be ourselves again. I'm up for it Alice and Angel of innocence. What about you?